hmm.
back from work.
actually i punch out at 8pm de.
den actually had planned to go to harry's bar wif june they all de.
but ended up i din go lah.
coz i was tired and lazy.
somemore i din bring clothes.
so din go lor.
hmm.
den oso reallie veri lazy to go home.
hoping someone who can drive mi home.
FAT HOPE!
of coz dun haf lah.
hmm.
den sit down in the mgr room.
talk talk.
kpo tis kpo tat.
den ended up im at the MDS there.
1 shot 4 orders!
siao sia.
so i helped lor.
den aft tat clear liao.
DT heavy.
-_-"
but jefflina.
janice.
and faridah was there.
so i din help much.
hmm.
den look at the counter front.
OMG!
the ppl dunno pop out from where sia.
den i went to do fries!
lol.
my fav station when customer in.
=p
den i help help help.
1030pm liao.
haha.
faridah was so worried abt mi sia.
she dunno i always work for love de.
lol.
im lovin' it mah!
=D
i asked her not to worry lah.
i went off ard 1045+ lydat.
coz the ppl slow down liao.
hmm.
yup.
i reallie cant go work early de.
no matter how early i work.
i will still reach home b4 midnight de.
ya lor.
so i onli can work night shift de.
coz can take cab home and can claim!
lol.
so no need to worry hafta walk to bus stop.
need to wait for bus.
need to take bus.
need to walk from bus stop to home.
LOL~
auntie anna ask mi buying anything for sam or not.
i sae no lah.
den she sae can collect frm every crew some amount.
den go buy sth for him.
like wat we did for steve tat time.
she sae buy mp3.
-_-"
omg.
does he need a mp3?
i doubt so ba.
den i tell her.
if wana buy.
buy sth tat is memorable lah!
buy mp3.
memorable shit lah!
lol.
but dun tink we are buying anything ba.
nobody is leading.
i wana lead oso dunno how to lead sia.
not like last time for steve.
got wati to lead.
now.
who will wana lead.
i doubt any mgr will wana lead lor.
i reallie wana lead.
but.
i tink got no enough time le ba.
left wif 1 week onli.
how am i going to collect money from all the crews.
wif mi working onli 1 or 2 daes per week.
aiya.
so.
dunno leh.
actually i long ago wana call up yuwei wana buy him sth or not.
but i din call lah.
hmm.
i dunno wat to do lah.
later ba.
got no band prac.
not going to work.
not going out too ba.
actually had asked kailin wana go study or not.
since im free.
she din cfm wif mi.
so its ok lor.
shld be staying at home lor.
if she still din cfm wif mi anything in the morning.
staying at home to study lor.
reallie hope tat i can reallie study.
reallie absorb.
hmm.
i online.
saw des nick.
he sae he cant gif up.
he is sth but juz not yet being appreciate.
ya.
i reallie admit tat i din appreciate him to the fullest tat time.
is he trying to tell mi?
or im juz tinking too much?
i reallie dunno.
i reallie can wait till aft o lvls for his ans de.
YA I REALLIE CAN WAIT!
to mi.
the word "wait" is reallie nth to mi le.
i reallie dun mind waiting for someone who i still miss alot.
can i sae i still love him?
simply saeing.
my feeling for him is still there.
so.
aft o lvls he still haf no action abt it.
i tink i shld consider to si xin ba.
my deadline for him is my bdae.
yup.
so during my bdae.
i will either veri happie.
or i will be veri veri sad.
hmm.
juz see ba.
see mi and him still got fate or not ba.
if dun haf.
i oso dunno do we still haf the chance to be friends or not.
hai.
so now till end of o lvls.
or till my bdae.
do i live wif hopes?
better not.
"the higher u hope the greater dissapointment u will get"
still rmb wat ms tay tell mi b4 i get my o lvls results.
"hope for the best and prepare for the worst"
so i will prepare for my worst.
is to be veri sad lor.
ya.
ar bo wat else can i do?
treat as nth happen?
NO I CANT DO TAT!
sad for how long?
no idea.
few daes?
few weeks?
few mths?
fews yrs?
reallie got no idea.
wana tell kailin sth.
no matter wat happen.
or any happen.
there is sure solution to it de.
u can tink of any solutions.
but.
PLZ.
PLZ.
PLZ.
dun tink of death.
death is NOT 1 of ur solutions to ur problem.
death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
its reallie not worth it at all.
ya.
its true.
u are juz avoiding ur problem tats all.
tink abt it ba.
but if u dun agree wif it.
i reallie got nth to sae le.
hmm.
coz i was kinda sad during the chat where u said u wana jump.
u was saeing u was juz kidding.
but.
i reallie hope tat u are reallie juz kidding.
hmm.
tis kind of thing.
dun tink of it too often.
i believe its good for urself if u dun tink of it too often.
yup.
=)
back from work.
actually i punch out at 8pm de.
den actually had planned to go to harry's bar wif june they all de.
but ended up i din go lah.
coz i was tired and lazy.
somemore i din bring clothes.
so din go lor.
hmm.
den oso reallie veri lazy to go home.
hoping someone who can drive mi home.
FAT HOPE!
of coz dun haf lah.
hmm.
den sit down in the mgr room.
talk talk.
kpo tis kpo tat.
den ended up im at the MDS there.
1 shot 4 orders!
siao sia.
so i helped lor.
den aft tat clear liao.
DT heavy.
-_-"
but jefflina.
janice.
and faridah was there.
so i din help much.
hmm.
den look at the counter front.
OMG!
the ppl dunno pop out from where sia.
den i went to do fries!
lol.
my fav station when customer in.
=p
den i help help help.
1030pm liao.
haha.
faridah was so worried abt mi sia.
she dunno i always work for love de.
lol.
im lovin' it mah!
=D
i asked her not to worry lah.
i went off ard 1045+ lydat.
coz the ppl slow down liao.
hmm.
yup.
i reallie cant go work early de.
no matter how early i work.
i will still reach home b4 midnight de.
ya lor.
so i onli can work night shift de.
coz can take cab home and can claim!
lol.
so no need to worry hafta walk to bus stop.
need to wait for bus.
need to take bus.
need to walk from bus stop to home.
LOL~
auntie anna ask mi buying anything for sam or not.
i sae no lah.
den she sae can collect frm every crew some amount.
den go buy sth for him.
like wat we did for steve tat time.
she sae buy mp3.
-_-"
omg.
does he need a mp3?
i doubt so ba.
den i tell her.
if wana buy.
buy sth tat is memorable lah!
buy mp3.
memorable shit lah!
lol.
but dun tink we are buying anything ba.
nobody is leading.
i wana lead oso dunno how to lead sia.
not like last time for steve.
got wati to lead.
now.
who will wana lead.
i doubt any mgr will wana lead lor.
i reallie wana lead.
but.
i tink got no enough time le ba.
left wif 1 week onli.
how am i going to collect money from all the crews.
wif mi working onli 1 or 2 daes per week.
aiya.
so.
dunno leh.
actually i long ago wana call up yuwei wana buy him sth or not.
but i din call lah.
hmm.
i dunno wat to do lah.
later ba.
got no band prac.
not going to work.
not going out too ba.
actually had asked kailin wana go study or not.
since im free.
she din cfm wif mi.
so its ok lor.
shld be staying at home lor.
if she still din cfm wif mi anything in the morning.
staying at home to study lor.
reallie hope tat i can reallie study.
reallie absorb.
hmm.
i online.
saw des nick.
he sae he cant gif up.
he is sth but juz not yet being appreciate.
ya.
i reallie admit tat i din appreciate him to the fullest tat time.
is he trying to tell mi?
or im juz tinking too much?
i reallie dunno.
i reallie can wait till aft o lvls for his ans de.
YA I REALLIE CAN WAIT!
to mi.
the word "wait" is reallie nth to mi le.
i reallie dun mind waiting for someone who i still miss alot.
can i sae i still love him?
simply saeing.
my feeling for him is still there.
so.
aft o lvls he still haf no action abt it.
i tink i shld consider to si xin ba.
my deadline for him is my bdae.
yup.
so during my bdae.
i will either veri happie.
or i will be veri veri sad.
hmm.
juz see ba.
see mi and him still got fate or not ba.
if dun haf.
i oso dunno do we still haf the chance to be friends or not.
hai.
so now till end of o lvls.
or till my bdae.
do i live wif hopes?
better not.
"the higher u hope the greater dissapointment u will get"
still rmb wat ms tay tell mi b4 i get my o lvls results.
"hope for the best and prepare for the worst"
so i will prepare for my worst.
is to be veri sad lor.
ya.
ar bo wat else can i do?
treat as nth happen?
NO I CANT DO TAT!
sad for how long?
no idea.
few daes?
few weeks?
few mths?
fews yrs?
reallie got no idea.
wana tell kailin sth.
no matter wat happen.
or any happen.
there is sure solution to it de.
u can tink of any solutions.
but.
PLZ.
PLZ.
PLZ.
dun tink of death.
death is NOT 1 of ur solutions to ur problem.
death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
its reallie not worth it at all.
ya.
its true.
u are juz avoiding ur problem tats all.
tink abt it ba.
but if u dun agree wif it.
i reallie got nth to sae le.
hmm.
coz i was kinda sad during the chat where u said u wana jump.
u was saeing u was juz kidding.
but.
i reallie hope tat u are reallie juz kidding.
hmm.
tis kind of thing.
dun tink of it too often.
i believe its good for urself if u dun tink of it too often.
yup.
=)
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